Even when your hope is gone
move along, move along just to make it through.

Dance in CJ just doesnt feel anything like back in IJ. not to complain or anything, but it just makes me miss IJ Dance so much more. it reminds me so much of everything, but the difference is prolly the company and the sense of belonging. the nostalgia is fatal. but well, its just the beginning of everything. so i guess we'll wait and see how things go. To all the IJ dancers and alumni: i miss yall ):

SYF today. J2s did the CNY dance, watched the video. cant wait to be part of all that, to dance on stage, to perform! Ryan taught new steps, a lil change of style to the moves, interesting. he seems to be in a good mood today. asshole matilda seems to love proclaiming stuff abt me, now everyone know, TSK! in all, dance was fun : D went to eat at LJS with beverley, stelli and melly. then the melly, lantern girl left. and it was down to the 3 of us to do some talking, rain and bimbo bev spells DISASTER, HAHA.

Valentine's day was none like any of those ive had in IJ. no exchanging of sweets/chocolates/mushy notes/ flowers/ handmade loveydovey stuff. nonetheless, it was great. quadriple dates, weird korean cuisine (which we cldnt stop spitting out), a good laugh at the food and a walk down the esplanade finished off with some playground talk. loved every moment of it! (:

Sch's gonna start soon, so Dee Mel and I decided to give up the Coffeebean job. what a loss, no more working together, no more extra money $$. oh wells, there's always the free coffee and snacks to look foward to!

Free loading all thanks to Mr Dzaki!

HOHOHO (:

CNY's here, it feels like no biggie. maybe cos i havent been to Chinatown? i dont know. but it definitely feels different from the past yrs. no more major shopping spree, no family trips to Chinatown, nothing!

So im finally on talking terms with my sister, after sucha long time. but its worth the wait, nth beats a sister you can rely on (: the thing is, dad and i arent talking now. talk abt malfunctioned families. great example here isnt it? friction from one to another, pfffft.

I realised, how communication can be so complex. how someone whom you rarely only get to talk to once in a blue moon, someone so faraway can still understand you so much better than any of those you see and talk to practically everday. quality, not quantity- proven. this is what makes true friendship so much more cherishable. thank Sonia for helping me realise all that, i miss that girl so damn much. ):

I see your true colors, but why dont i love you?